Forgive others, not because they deserve forgiveness, but because you deserve peace.
It was inevitable. The way your sweet-tempered hands grasped my aching body. How I was such a nervous wreck although you would put my mind at ease. And I couldn’t help but fall. You had that gravitational pull which attracted me in more ways than one. I felt like you were living in a different universe, and I had no choice but to watch you in awe. These dark months have been adding up and you were still light years away from me. Although you were endlessly amazing. Constantly expanding, you’re beauty engulfed the dark empty space of matter that flattered the night sky like a blanket of stars. Because there’s nothing more beautiful than the way the ocean refuses to stop kissing the shoreline, no matter how many times it’s sent away. No mountain nor sea, Nothing of this world could keep us apart. Because this is not my world…You are.
It’s okay to leave. You cant always hold on forever because some things are beyond our control. But if you’re going to walk away, make sure it’s for the right reasons. If you have any intentions on leaving then be my guest. I wouldn’t want you to stay for my sake when your mind’s telling you not to be here. Don’t give up or quit because something went wrong. Only if you tried your hardest and nothing made it better then by all means leave. Some of us think holding on makes us strong, but sometimes it’s letting go.
“The Gods envy us. They envy us because we’re mortal, because any moment might be our last. Everything is more beautiful because we’re doomed. You will never be lovelier than you are now. We will never be here again.”
There are times where you wont be able to find the right words. You’ll be left speechless while your thoughts run wild and your mouth stays shut. But that’s okay because not everything will make sense to you. And that’s the beauty of wonders. Sometimes you just have to sit there and enjoy what’s in front of you. These moments wont last long and the only thing you can do is appreciate them.
She was like a traffic accident and everybody was slowing down to look at her. The type of misfortune that changes a person. Everyone turned their heads as if she had the whole world’s eyes beaming in her direction. But the most beautiful people that walked this planet were the one’s who were damaged and hurt. For they solemnly knew what it was like to be broken down to the smallest of matter, the size of a grain. To the untrained eye she was just an ordinary girl. Although deep down you would feel her pain from every word that came out her mouth. She understood what it felt like to endure pain and suffering. How words do more damage than guns and cut deeper than the sharpest of knives. Leaving internal scars that never completely heal. But that didn’t stop her from being the woman she is today. She was just a girl with flaws stitched together with good intentions. Keeping her composure throughout the years had taught her a great lesson. The beauty of a woman does not come from how much make up she wears, the clothes she buys, nor the style of her hair. But the way she is able to carry herself through the day and to know one’s worth.
I used to have a crush on this girl from 2nd grade till 7th. And when I moved I finally told her how I felt. Everybody knew we liked each other although we were both shy. Over the years I tried talking to her. Her shyness was cute and the way she’d laugh at my dorky self. But it never really hit me how much it hurts until that day I unleashed what I felt for her. You finally get to open up to someone and then all of a sudden things change. Whether you move on or stop talking. There will be that feeling of damn, inside of you. And that’s when things click. Whether it’s coming to realization or holding back for all those years. It’s funny how you never really know a person only until they let you inside of what’s going on. They only choose to show you a portion of what they want you to see. After that day I realized I shouldn’t hold back my feelings for the most part. We have all this time in the world to keep things away from people. But if they never know how you feel, then that’s when you have truly lost someone.
