March 2012
I wish I could watch my life as a movie. From beginning till end and everything else in between. Being able to press pause, fast forward, and rewind certain moments. To see what my life looks like in a different perspective other than mine. Being able to listen to the words I’ve said and watch past events. The thoughts that were running through my head at the time. From the struggles to the...
February 2012
I haven’t heard from you in months. I guess that’s what it means to stop talking to someone. After some time you slowly begin to forget about who did what and what went wrong. But that memory never leaves because it’s just buried deep down. To a place where we don’t want to go and don’t want to remember. Like a building built from memories only to collapse and never...
I wanted to leave. This town, the people in it, and put everything else behind me. I wanted to detach myself from what’s been keeping me here for so long. It’d be nice to take a break from my usual life that seemed so ordinary and actually live for once. To be able to venture out and see what the world has to offer. I didn’t want to stay in the same place for the rest of my life....
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In the end, they say you’re only left with memories. Some stick with you forever while others are just temporary and slowly fade away over time. And that was my fear because it made me wonder. When it was time for me to settle down or look for something serious I didn’t know what to expect; or even worse, how to deal with it. What if a certain song started playing, would it bring back...
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It’s kind of strange to come across those types of people. The ones where you meet someone on any given day. Then after a certain amount of time without talking you feel like you don’t know them anymore, only their name. Whether you’re passing by or exchanging a simple glance, there’s no acknowledgment between the both of you. Never knowing what lays ahead or if they had...
At the end of the day. You can eiher focus on what’s tearing you apart or what’s holding you together.
I’m a crook. I’ll lie, steal, and cheat. I will find ways to get myself ahead of the game and use it to my advantage. People who are involved with me tend to get hurt along the way. I may not be the sharpest tool in the shed but I get things done. Sometimes you find yourself doing bad things for the right reasons. So how much good does a person have to do before they’re called a...
Easy like a Sunday morning. With our skin still under the covers. Midnight to morning lovers. And as we lay in bed I could picture the next 20 years of our lives. Being able to wake up next to you by my side. The warmth of your body could keep me warm for the rest of my life. Without a ring you were my unofficial wife. The type of affection you didn’t have to hide. I changed for the better...
It’s funny how a few simple words can change the way you feel or have a lasting effect. All the way from I miss you, I love you, I hate you, and everything else in between. We all grow up learning the basis of language in this complex world of words. Our sentences tend to get lengthier and our vocabulary begins to expand. Learning new ways to structure what we have to say and having more...
You don’t have to learn how to control your thoughts. You just have to stop letting them control you.