I held you,
for the longest time..
[in my dreams]
as if we both
lost something
that belonged to us
and that’s the closest we’ve ever been since we parted.
I do not want to wake up
Not at all, not one bit
because for the first time
in my life
my dreams were better
than reality.

And it was the only place,
I could reach you..

For as long as I can remember I’ve been making wishes on 11:11 every night. I hold my breathe every time I drive under a tunnel and make a wish too. I pray and hope that things would go my way just for once, even if the chances and odds are stacked against me. Even if it was one and a million because sometimes we never get a second chance. I don’t believe in waiting for the “right moment” because there is none. We put these situations in our head trying to calculate the outcome about what’s more ‘convenient’ or best for our situation (and usually the situations are always changing). I always tell myself it’s better to regret than to wonder. To know the fact that I’ve tried instead of just letting life pass me by. Even so, I still make those wishes and I still pray. Things won’t always work out of course, but I try to never lose hope. I try to hold on to my faith and still believe things can work out. Because even after all the effort nothing really dies unless you stop believing and lose faith. It’s what keeps us going. I know it’s silly for a person my age to still make wishes at a certain time and hold their breathe under tunnels. But at the end of the day I’ll never be the one to give up on you.

Seems like, street lights glowin
Happen to be like moments, passin in front of me…

Seems like, street lights glowin
Happen to be like moments, passin in front of me…

I’m the jealous type . You wanna know why? Because we started off as “just friends” too
Frank Ocean  (via love-me-coronas)

I used to do the impossible to see you. Now it feels like it’s impossible to see you.

Last week. Comme des Garçons x Supreme Sk8Hi release.

Last week. Comme des Garçons x Supreme Sk8Hi release.

Rosie & The Originals - Angel Baby
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50sand60smusic:

Rosie and the Originals - Angel Baby

One of my favorite songs.

johnyr:

I hope you know she is not the one to play with, but she loves to play around. That you know to take her seriously when she’s talking to you. She doesn’t always ask for much ever, but when she does just do it. It helps her sleep better when you’re on the phone and she knows you’re there. There’s…

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Me and some random kid lmao.

Me and some random kid lmao.