I don’t like it when people can’t speak their mind freely with me. I know you don’t have to share anything with me and that’s fine. Although if you’re someone close to me and not comfortable enough to get something off your chest then I just feel like you’re keeping me in the dark. It’s not like you have to go into full detail, but it would be nice to know; especially if it concerns me. Words can never be unsaid, but there’s a price to pay when you don’t let others know how you feel.
I don’t like it when people say lol to me. It doesn’t matter in what context you used it in or whatever reason you have for using it. I won’t talk to you or take you seriously.
When I talk to someone about Paul Walker I will not take any jokes or tolerate anything. Those movies have been my life for so many years and especially a main character passing away. I’m not a big fan of Glee but I respect that guy who passed away as well. Ugh don’t fuck with me right now or rub me the wrong way.
You can’t blame someone for their past. It’s not fair to have someone get mad at you for things they had no control over. You can’t move forward if you don’t let go. It’s like walking backwards, you can’t see what’s in front of you. What’s the beauty of being with someone so good for you if all there going to see is what went wrong?
We do understand each other. Although we won’t understand every single thing that comes up. We won’t always see eye to eye about certain topics and that’s okay. But we both make the effort to do our best to be there for one another; trying to get a feel and better understanding. We do get along but it’s just at this stage of our lives you have to understand there are matters that have to be dealt with and not pushed aside. The reason why we didn’t fight so much back then is because things weren’t as hectic and we weren’t going through what we are now. Yes things get hard along the way and we’ve reached a climax for the fights and drama and stress that comes along. Don’t you see all the good in me? It sucks how a few negative things about myself can make you feel this way. One negative thought can ruin anything positive. You have to weight it all out. Aren’t I worth it all? We did fall in love because we had that connection. That’s what brought us together in the first place. I just hope you don’t lose sight of who I am instead of something so temporary as the things we’re going through.
|—||Michelle K., Fixing Myself. (via navillus-nylamme)|